Wednesday, May 14, 2014

我的心声

I just realized there is a clash in interviews this afternoon which I requested the agent if she could change the interview to tomorrow morning instead. She insisted that I change my another interview instead and I did as I was told. The next minute I received her call reprimanded me on my unorganized character and that I am applying for an executive level that I should be professional. I explained to her that too many interview came at a time and I am sort of lost. She goes on and on.. wadeva. What is done has already been done...

I wish someone was there to have lunch with me but got told off. He is busy I assume or he rather have lunch with his colleague (which occurred to me few days ago). A loner who had to settle her lunch herself... Haiz.

When will I get a job offer so I can fully concentrate on my studies for June exam. Interviews has occupied most of my time and that after all the sickening interviews being insulted, mismatch of job made me so demoralized that I can't pick up my self to study and tired. But no one was there for me... I wish someone could lend me a listening ear but he is always busy..with his games, movie and his new upgraded colleague to frenz.. He has never stop by to ask if I am already and understanding the pain I am going through but expect me to compromises every single shit he suggested.